A Day before Days

~Dream,

Be never sleep-less~

When I look into my heart, all the selfish desires and feelings that torment me, endlessly without pause, then I look further, I see my soul, where the Holy Spirit resides, He says call on me, that's what I was sent for, to help you battle that selfish pride, you don't have to sell me to get that connection through, just tell them about us, what we do together, how our relationship works, that this love is unending and true, it's not just for you, I go where conviction kills, I go where belief strikes like a thunder bolt, and then the battle, that forward journey starts anew, so just be honest as if you were speaking to a dear close friend, and then they will see, something sincere that they are missing from their lives, pure love.

I've grown closer and yet so distant, I look too far without seeing through my outstretched fingers. But I feel that love growing everyday inside of me, and I let it overflow.

My friend talked of a a coincidence that happened to our friend for three years in the past, so in good humor they called it a curse, and in good humor, our friend passed it on to the other friend, and by striking coincidence it happened to him for two years running in the past, and as we talked about relationships and life he felt that perhaps I should have this curse, all in good humor, and so passed it on to me as to where this weekend will show if by coincidence this will occur, although in good humor, my other other friend banished the curse in the name of Jesus Christ, where as the power of the Holy Spirit and a mixture of my complete obliviousness should prove that there is no coincidence, only that natural charisma that the other two friends exude in places full of people, and that I myself have no idea what I'm looking for, so have stopped altogether.

~Psalm 34~