Frail Clay

The yearning human, for we are human, and what is that, an endless search, a quest never ending that has long been sought after by many, each with a different answer, a certain response, and a meaningful purpose.

You try too hard, relax, meditate on the words, for words are powerful.

Words created this world.

Do you feel that? That tugging inside of you? That perplexing pain drawn from the eyes of something that was ingrained in us from the start? A relationship. What is our purpose, a relationship, why do we so yearn for others, because that is what we were made for from the beginning.

When can you praise God? That is a terrible question. When can you not praise God? Never. Always and in every situation. What do you see in the mirror, in yourself, in the eyes of your critical mind, self evaluating, this is I and no one else. To truly love, love thyself, how can you love if you cannot love yourself, this is a commandment and one that is held in the utmost importance. Only God and God alone holds the most glorifying esteem, and if He loves you unrelentingly, how do you accept that love if you reject yourself, you pry at yourself, you say you can never be good enough to do this or that, and that is correct so give thanks and be joyful for your talents and abilities are in the hands of the Most High and you are dearly loved. This goes the same with others, love thyself and you will be able to accept their love.

But it hurts, and it tears at me, and this pain can be unbearable, to know love and wanting to give all when it is not returned.

This is not beyond our God. He is torn day by day as his children scorn, mock, and coldly turn their backs on him, crucify him, and ignore the blessings of His Son.

How I feel

God has felt, feels, will feel until that time when all things come to pass

In the eyes of

The world? Men? Women? People, people, people...what do they know that our God doesn't? Do they possess some hidden secret of life beyond our own or our God's? Impossible. If they say you can't do this, you should feel this, you can't have this, this is not possible, but our Lord says all these things you can do and more in my Son who strengthens you, what do we fear?

Sometimes we look so hard, search so deep, travel so wide, gaze so far, hide in the darkest gloom, that we forget to see that our Lord was right beside us all along saying live, why aren't you living, you have a life that you have given to me, so I say go out boldly and I will always be there to pick you up.

I am reaching for something, joy, I love you, relationship